I'm In G.A.Y

This month. Especially on 22 July. And I would declare it.

It's hard for me to say it since I was different now. From others. I didn't have a full part in my life. I lost a piece of it and melting like a dust. It's tearing me. I'm uncontrol. I lost one of my leg to stand and handle a storm in life. 

I would like to say to you, Dad, a Happy Anniversary. It's your date of birth But I couldn't give you a hug for a real life or just a call and say it directly to you "Dad, Happy birthday", I just give you with a prayer in my heart. I hope you get the best part above there in Heaven. Hope we could meet there someday, immediatelly. 

Now, I'm lossing you in my life. From that date, I'm in G.A.Y [Gabungan Anak Yatim]. And I declare it. it makes me sad but I have to face it.

I need a hand from God and you to make me strength. I need it to stand up beside my mother and replacing your part in this world. A real life. 

"Happy Anniversary, Dad. Love you".

With Love

MKS

Jakarta, 22 July 2012